Time off

I’ve takin time off this site.

I’ve takin time off social media, posting mostly(still the occasional doom scroll)

I’ve takin time to listen.

I’m taking time now to post a blog while Im here in Oahu, Hawaii. I like this place. I like having time off after 3 months of working hard up in Kenai, Alaska. I was a Field Tech, traversing and traveling through the bush East of Ninilchik. Wow it felt like all there was and now it feels like a distant dream… Siesmic work is cool, I’ll leave it at that. Maybe more on it later.

As I sat in lotus on the beach during sunrise I pictured what my life could look like if I committed to this path of balance coaching. I liked what It felt like.

Im 29 now, not that it matters how old I am, and Im starting to feel “worthy” of being a coach, teacher, trainer, of some sort, and being paid for it.

I’ve had “clients” and chose not to accept money even when they asked.

I’ve coached many friends in many things balance.

I’ve taught many free yoga classes now.

I’ve had 28 years of time, and just entered my 29th time around the sun, and done a lot in that time.

———-What do I want to do with my time?——-

Get better, be better, every way. Love myself as I am. Love others as they are. Learn new skills, helps others learn new skills. Experience this experience that is happening for me and you and you and you at this current moment and as many moments to come. I want to communicate my truth, and help others to do the same. I want to live my dreams and of course help others do that too.

I want to do these things for myself because I’ll want to look back at my life when the time comes and say wow I gave it all and went for it. I loved deeply and tried my best.

I want to do this for others because I think everyone is deserving of love and I’ve struggled to give love to others for many many years of my life. I want to “make it up” to all the people I have hurt or let down. I want to build a lifelong practice of loving people exactly where they are at and give them an opportunity to rise within themselves.

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I am so grateful for today. Im grateful to have decided to get back on BC.com and write a blog post.

Ahhhhh . Much love. Much gratitude. I love you. You are amazing. Enjoy ur day!